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Journal Entry: Sun Mar 7, 2010, 10:26 AM
Went to get my sleeping aid on thursday, then received a letter about attendance - friday was suppose to be on a coach for london but missed it by 10 minutes. I woke myself up at 5.40am to get on at 7.45am. I would have taken me 45 to 50 minutes to walk there alone. After taking one pill the night before, closed my eyes for what felt like 5 minutes; only to wake up and find it was 6.55am. The bus to gunwhalf was 15 minutes late. I didn't make it. So i went to asda and spent an hour in the DVD ilse feeling shit due to med's trying to put me to sleep, while i was so wide awake.
Couldn't take Ibuprophen, couldn't sleep, terrible.

Been taking lots of portraits, have another shoot on wednesday. Must get back into good habbits - my friend says my blood sugar is too low, head hurts alot and dizzy too often. Need more sugar. Don't eat much and never go out. Always tired but can't sleep. Typical. Please tell me what you think of my portraits, i upload far more on my flickr then on dA and even more on my facebook. If you like one in particlar and would like to see it on my dA let me know please - This include all images from my studio shoots.

Still struggling for javascript for my site, slideshows are such a pain. Anyone know any really good slideshow tutorials? I'll expect to download a .css or .js file - just as long as it works and is easy to follow. Might make fairy cakes or hot chocolate. Hope everyone had a nice weekend; was the weather nice? It's been sunny but windy here for days. Guess i can't complain.  

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Magic Bird by juddpatterson magic red by xTive When magic happens... by Inebriantia

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  • Mood: Pain
  • Listening to: Nothing
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing
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Saatua Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2010   General Artist
Well, there should be no arguing about wether your blood sugar ish too low, or not.
It's a matter of a test. But still, the signs you show resemble it indeed.
Hm.. I wish sleeping pills had that kind of an effect on me too, but until now - I have been immune to all the 7 sleeping pills I have tried.
Lotsa things to do, but portraits will be overlooked soon enough.

- Keep bettah :heart:
And sometimes, it helps to eat a bit more every day.
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Nariscuss Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2010  Professional Photographer
Any excuse to eat much chocolate (: though i was supprised when my friend mentioned it. I'm so use to having a lot of sugar in my diet, since i went to university i barely eat at all xD
Aww thats suckish ): it feels horrible without sleep, i know your pain. It doesnt work on me unless i take two, which is maxium does apparently o.0

Thank you sweetie!
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Saatua Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2010   General Artist
I wish it would work still, stupid pillz.
I just drink too much coffee, but hey - better than water. :halfliquid:
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Nariscuss Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2010  Professional Photographer
Yeah D: lol! well the overdoes of coffee might be why ;P
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Saatua Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2010   General Artist
Nah, meh psychiatries sayz noez to that.
Ish because my body is fail! :boogie:
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Nariscuss Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2010  Professional Photographer
:ohnoes:
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Saatua Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2010   General Artist
It's so true.
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jaydember Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2010
Aw man, I hope you feel better. D: I adore your portraits~ :hug:
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Nariscuss Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2010  Professional Photographer
Thankies a bunch dear :hug: aww your too nice! ^^
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photofairy Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2010   General Artist
i am so sorry to hear about this sleeping problem. it's not good when you don't eat and sleep enough. but it sounds like you are seeing doctors about it, hopefully it will all get better soon. let me know if i can help as well.
i remember missing a bus in primary school like that, i was devastated :D so i sat on a swing the whole day, it was the only thing that was making me feel better. you need to find a swing :D
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Nariscuss Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2010  Professional Photographer
Thank you kindly dear :hug: i'm feeling better already! got some things sorted and i feel as right as rain! aww ): the swing sounds like a win win situation! I wish there was a swing near where i lived D:
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photofairy Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2010   General Artist
oh, that's great news :hug: i know how you feel, i am missing a swing, so as soon as i get a house with a large back garden, i'm installing a swing, for sure :D
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Nariscuss Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2010  Professional Photographer
haha! that sounds awesome :D everyone should have one :hug:
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photofairy Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2010   General Artist
:D
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LadyFianna Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2010
I'm sorry to hear you're not feeling well :(
I suggest you to eat enormous amounts of chocolate!!! It always makes me feel good :D
Hope you feel better soon! :wave:
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Nariscuss Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2010  Professional Photographer
I take note of that suggestion and will most definately eat much chocolate (:
Thankies so much dear :hug:
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HA91 Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2010  Hobbyist Photographer
I'm so sorry :ohnoes:
I hope you find something that makes you feel better, and next time around you get even better opportunities :hug:
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Nariscuss Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2010  Professional Photographer
Thankies a bunch sweetie :hug: currently munching on cakes
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HA91 Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2010  Hobbyist Photographer
No problem :hug:
Cake makes things better :heart:
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Nariscuss Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2010  Professional Photographer
it sure does (: also makes me faaat! which is a bonus :D
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HA91 Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2010  Hobbyist Photographer
I can only dream of cake :icondreamplz:
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Exillior Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh no! I know that horrible sinking feeling when you end up missing things despite trying your best :( Once I had placement in a village 30 miles away from my student house... when we got there I realised I'd forgotten the form I needed for the review that we were there for. :faint: So I had to take the train back... ahhh it was a nightmare. I kept missing every train by a few minutes, and in the end there was one village station I waited at for an hour - it was winter, there was no actual station, so I was out in the snow... I was terrified my toes would fall off, I was that cold. I ran and jumped about but was still cold. And on top of that I felt like trash because I'd missed the train >.<
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Nariscuss Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2010  Professional Photographer
Yeah :/ i think it really wont help that my classmates will think i just gave up without trying o.0 mmtth! I hate public transport D: i wish we could just fly or they'd invent teleportors already!
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Exillior Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
I know, teleporters would win us so many extra 30-60 minutes of sleep!!! And generally make life more pleasant. It would even create job opportunities - think of all the technicians, all the teleport control officers...
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Nariscuss Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2010  Professional Photographer
this is an epic idea! I already see a USP and a whole new market for the business plan and now job opportunities! (: win win for dragons den!
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Exillior Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
HAHAHA excellent! :lmao:
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ArcticLancer Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2010  Professional Digital Artist
I'm sorry to hear about your sleep and general well-being issues. I've also fallen into ruts where I don't eat nearly what I should in a day and I have felt those effects. Not fun ... Can't say I've had such experiences with sleep, but I do have a friend who has gone through something similar and it's sounded quite unpleasant ...
I do hope you find your way back on track soon enough.

As far as a javascript slideshow, I'm quite confident Highslide supports that. As long as your site isn't commercial it's free to boot ...
You can find the main page here: [link]
And a site that allows you to choose exactly what modules you want to use and download a package accordingly here: [link]

Beyond that I don't really have any suggestions. I didn't get that involved with HTML, JS, or PHP, so I can only hope this helps.

All the best!
Nick
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Nariscuss Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2010  Professional Photographer
The sleeping issues a bugger, after a night of no sleep it really doesnt help to motivate you into doing much D:
Thankies a bunch sweetie! I'll try those out later (:
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ArcticLancer Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2010  Professional Digital Artist
I've used Highslide myself and it's ridiculously easy so you should have no troubles at all.
And as a person who can't operate properly without a decent night of sleep, I can only imagine how much it does suck. :( Eh-heh, let me know if I can help. (Fat chance, I know >_>)
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Nariscuss Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2010  Professional Photographer
ooh! perfect :D shall do sweetie!
can't be bothers with anymore half hearted explainations or explainations that waffle in computer babble talk and miss the point intirely. The last script's i found were terrible D:
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ArcticLancer Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2010  Professional Digital Artist
You shouldn't have any such troubles. There's an awesome community backing this one too.
Anyway, keep me posted on how it works for you.
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Nariscuss Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2010  Professional Photographer
shall do sweetie :D thanks again!
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