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March 7, 2010




Journal Entry: Sun Mar 7, 2010, 10:26 AM
Went to get my sleeping aid on thursday, then received a letter about attendance - friday was suppose to be on a coach for london but missed it by 10 minutes. I woke myself up at 5.40am to get on at 7.45am. I would have taken me 45 to 50 minutes to walk there alone. After taking one pill the night before, closed my eyes for what felt like 5 minutes; only to wake up and find it was 6.55am. The bus to gunwhalf was 15 minutes late. I didn't make it. So i went to asda and spent an hour in the DVD ilse feeling shit due to med's trying to put me to sleep, while i was so wide awake.
Couldn't take Ibuprophen, couldn't sleep, terrible.

Been taking lots of portraits, have another shoot on wednesday. Must get back into good habbits - my friend says my blood sugar is too low, head hurts alot and dizzy too often. Need more sugar. Don't eat much and never go out. Always tired but can't sleep. Typical. Please tell me what you think of my portraits, i upload far more on my flickr then on dA and even more on my facebook. If you like one in particlar and would like to see it on my dA let me know please - This include all images from my studio shoots.

Still struggling for javascript for my site, slideshows are such a pain. Anyone know any really good slideshow tutorials? I'll expect to download a .css or .js file - just as long as it works and is easy to follow. Might make fairy cakes or hot chocolate. Hope everyone had a nice weekend; was the weather nice? It's been sunny but windy here for days. Guess i can't complain.  

Letter by bwoman2008 Letter For My Love 4 by alikafaythe The Letter by sikali
a love letter by EvanWilman Undelivered Letter by ferrohanc letter by nikosalpha

the magic of gerbera. by simoendli Magic by PotatoBeenz magic by toobesh
Magic Bird by juddpatterson magic red by xTive When magic happens... by Inebriantia

:thumb95658528: Remind Me Of When... by Crossfire322
:thumb100254957: remind me by JackyHorror Remind Me by Erni009

Thanks to everyone who faves, features, comments and views my work, who watches me and who gives me words of support. I luff you guys! ;D
CSS and Graphics by me Nariscuss and brushes from Aethereality
If you want to request a journal design note me and i'll see what i can do ^^
  • Mood: Pain
  • Listening to: Nothing
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing
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Saatua Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2010   General Artist
Well, there should be no arguing about wether your blood sugar ish too low, or not.
It's a matter of a test. But still, the signs you show resemble it indeed.
Hm.. I wish sleeping pills had that kind of an effect on me too, but until now - I have been immune to all the 7 sleeping pills I have tried.
Lotsa things to do, but portraits will be overlooked soon enough.

- Keep bettah :heart:
And sometimes, it helps to eat a bit more every day.
Nariscuss Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2010  Professional Photographer
Any excuse to eat much chocolate (: though i was supprised when my friend mentioned it. I'm so use to having a lot of sugar in my diet, since i went to university i barely eat at all xD
Aww thats suckish ): it feels horrible without sleep, i know your pain. It doesnt work on me unless i take two, which is maxium does apparently o.0

Thank you sweetie!
Saatua Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2010   General Artist
I wish it would work still, stupid pillz.
I just drink too much coffee, but hey - better than water. :halfliquid:
Nariscuss Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2010  Professional Photographer
Yeah D: lol! well the overdoes of coffee might be why ;P
Saatua Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2010   General Artist
Nah, meh psychiatries sayz noez to that.
Ish because my body is fail! :boogie:
Nariscuss Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2010  Professional Photographer
Saatua Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2010   General Artist
It's so true.
jaydember Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2010
Aw man, I hope you feel better. D: I adore your portraits~ :hug:
Nariscuss Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2010  Professional Photographer
Thankies a bunch dear :hug: aww your too nice! ^^
photofairy Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2010   General Artist
i am so sorry to hear about this sleeping problem. it's not good when you don't eat and sleep enough. but it sounds like you are seeing doctors about it, hopefully it will all get better soon. let me know if i can help as well.
i remember missing a bus in primary school like that, i was devastated :D so i sat on a swing the whole day, it was the only thing that was making me feel better. you need to find a swing :D
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